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... Need to get some dueling done tomorrow and Friday. Been too distracted-- gotta catch up with more of that outside of class...

Besides, it's been long enough that I should have those cards gotten together.

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Hah. Just find someone who has the deck ya want and.. Well, y'know. Convince them it's a good idea to give it to you.

Nah, if I'm gonna decide to be insane, I'm gonna do it myself. Not mess with that sort of "convincing" nonsense.

... you gonna be free tomorrow?

Well, I could... I dunno, help. Unless you've got the cards already.

...Maybe.

Well I got most of them. Sorta depends on how well this build works, you know?

... I wanna duel you. In fact, I was... Kinda hoping you'd eventually notice the interest, anyway.

I've owned you one for the longest time. I really gotta make due on it.

'Aight. If ya need some of the others, I've got people I can look up.

...Sounds good ta me. Maybe, it'll.. Y'know. Help something.

... Thanks.

... I really, really hope it does.

... You alright, by the way? I mean, probably obvious what might be up, but... I kinda almost gotta ask.

Yeah, yeah. Why'd I not be alright?

... You sound kinda, I dunno... Lethargic? ... Muted?

I know there's a word for it, but I can't seem to pinpoint it.

I'm just... Tired, y'know? That guy just takes alot out of me.

... Exhausting son of a...

... You gonna be alright, at least?

Yeah, yeah.

I'm always going to be alright, ain't I? Why WOULDN'T I be alright?

... Well, I dunno.

Maybe it's my paranoias and insecurities deciding to act up.

...Probably yeah. I'm just fine, like I always am.

... If you're sure about that.

... least you're out again.

I am.

...Yeah. Maybe it'll just be for a few days. If he gets his shit done faster, the faster I'll be able to just stay out.

... really?

...Yeah, really. We kinda had a talk in my head.

... Psh, bet that went wonderfully.

... He better at least be speaking the truth about that, though.

Yeah. Nothing like getting curbstomped in your own brain while watching as he burns down buildings while he sets you on fire. Or hangs around, smoking cigarettes. God, I can't get that taste out of my mouth.

...I bet he is.

... ouch.

... Just saying. He better be. It ain't... Like I've got much reason to trust him going and saying stuff like that.

...Yeah. I'll get over it.

Yeah, yeah. He ain't worth talking too or going off with or anything. ...Right?

... If I really thought he was worth anything like that, I probably wouldn't be trying to bat away my paranoias and insecurities at the moment.

...Well, I kinda saw that conversation ya had with him. At the station.

Well.

That's half of where the "paranoias and insecurities" are coming from, ain't them?

I mean, I probably wouldn't be feeling terrible over it, if it weren't for that.

Ya shouldn't feel terrible over it. I mean, if he makes ya happy, ya should go for what makes ya happy, y'know? And if it ain't me, whatever. I'll grow a bigger pair and get the hell over it.