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Damn it all to hell...

Kouji's been turned into a demon. Geo's possessed and might slowly be dying. The freaking fire prince that's possessing him and Kouji both seem to want to sleep with me...

... Why the hell do people wanna do that, anyway? Trying to compliment me, or even demean me like that? So they could do what, get me into bed and just discard me, because I gave in?

... I should be able to ignore both issues, honestly. But... Kouji's a friend. Or at least I think she is-- I think acting like... That, being like that... I kinda have to rethink it, honestly. Gotta not go anywhere with her again, either...

... And then there's Geo. I love him. I don't want him to damn well die because the fire prince couldn't get the hint... And then I keep acting like that, damnit, I gotta wonder which one is the actual sex demon here, honestly...

... I feel like I could be fixing one of these problems, but my head keeps feeling like mush whenever I think about it. Damn it all to hell... ... I think I just need some time to think.

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... I think I'm gonna be sticking to my room, tomorrow. Tiring and confusing day, geeze...

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Sleep well.

... Y... Yeah, you too.

Do you need some time off, kiddo?

... Nah, it's alright. I could probably use the work anyway to take my mind off stuff.

If you say so.

If you wanna talk, I'm always open to it.

... Ain't sure how I'd start explaining anything I'd wanna talk about, so I think I'll just keep that in mind for now.

You know, just in case my mind starts making some sense of things. ... Thanks, though.

It won't make sense until you explode onto something, more than likely. Try not to do anything stupid if you do.

Good luck, kiddo. It sucks being your age, trust me.

I'll be trying, at least. Got more of an idea on what not to do now, at least. It includes going places with people or turning my back to someone.

Sure makes me look forward to the rest of my teenage years, then.

We learn from mistakes. Well, sometimes. Still glad you've got brains.

There's good things that happen. ...It's mostly suck though.

Yeah, I'm pretty damn glad, too.

Psh, sadly.