[Filtered from that creepy clone or whatever]

[remarkablerain]

So for the next who knows when, or until this weird girly clone of me stops harassing me, I'm gonna by laying low in my room outside of classes.

If anyone needs me, warn before you come.

Comments

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

They'd like to talk with you and asked me to bother you.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

Yeah I'm not gonna be talking with them.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

Why?

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

Why the hell would I? They suddenly go and start demanding things and trying to look like they're about to start bawling, and they expect me to want to listen to whatever crap they try to pass off?

I've got better things to deal with than some weird clone.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

Trust me, this sort of thing does not work out if you avoid it.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

If they are me, which I doubt anyway.

The first thing I'd do is punch them in the face.

You can see where the conundrum is here. Either I avoid it, or I beat it up. I'd rather wait it out until them out until they crawl back to whatever cave they've crawled from.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

I don't think they will.

And perhaps you should learn to control your aggression.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

I'd expect it more than some "peaceful" discussion.

Even if I learn it, it doesn't mean they will.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

From my experience with them, they seem to abhor violence and would prefer to simply speak and talk.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

That's what they say, but anyone can say anything and put up any kind of front.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

... You're being more paranoid than me, Samasu.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

Well excuse me if I don't buy any crap like "I'm being threatened" or that they're about to start bawling or anything like that.

[whitrthanwhite.livejournal.com]

Why not?

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

Hwa?

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

... Look on the main comm.

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

...shoulda set it on fire while I had the chance.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

I ain't stopping you.

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

I know.

...fuck. I dunno what is.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

... Huh?

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

...ugh. S'nothing. They just. Said something that kinda got into my head.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

... I'd say to not listen to them. I don't buy anything they say, anyway.

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know, I.

I know.

...hurgh. I'm gonna regret saying this, I get the feeling, but, there's one thing you might not have considered here.

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

... What?

Private

[sees-the-sea.livejournal.com]

I've seen this kinda thing happen and when it does, it's usually born out of some repressed quality or fear of some kind.

I know you don't like people knowing you're a girl. I haven't asked why 'cause it's none of my business, but it's pretty obvious what the clone chick is calling you a liar over from where I'm standing.

Maybe you should weigh admitting a couple things and taking the consequences vs. living in fear of this thing.

Re: Private

[remarkablerain.livejournal.com]

... Yeah, I guess it's obvious to you. And I'll admit it, there's been a lot of times when I've considered admitting to it. A lot of times, not just because some clone is calling me out about it.

But whenever I do, I end up choking up on it. It took me a lot to even admit it to Geo's mom, just so she didn't think her son was into guys instead.

But I dunno if even admitting to it will speed them up in going away, you know.